Saturday, 11 October 2014

Chapter 3 - Why?!



Why don't you love me?
I am beautiful, intelligent and sexy no?
I work my way to the top of your list so why can't it be so simple like... me never having to ask you to compromise with me

Why can’t it be simple like when I put on my boxing gloves to fight in a square thing they call a boxing ring for a round thing the call a wedding ring, I will soon take these gloves off for?
but what am I fighting for...?

Why can't you just be sorry for cutting deep into my feelings?
For injecting me with a beautiful deadly infection,
Why are you just the sweetest sin that not even God could ever save me?

Why are you my everything, my food, my water, my sleep...
A good kinda bad kinda in-between kinda nightmare?
The only thing I can’t live without?

Why are you my sun rise and my sun set that I want to capture with my eyes creating an amazing picture for others to see and envy?
Can you just be quiet for once and just welcome my emotions without a typical comment like "you’re a chick and I am a dude so what you expect"
I expect you to be who you were when I ran and smashed into you.
This isn't what I applied for...
A fix term contract seems to suit the situation we in… right 6 to 12 months?
Something… sweet, simple and short.

More realistic and doable I think, it fits the time line perfectly coz who you be seems to love me but who you are don't so the same question of why don't you love me comes up over and over again...
Why don’t you love me?
Why don’t... you love me?
Why
Don’t
You
Love
Me?

But then he raises a real interesting question...
"WHY DON'T YOU LOVE YOU?!"

WHY DON’T I LOVE ME?! what do you mean?
He said: "yes why don't you love you?" 

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Thank You
Theresa.
x