Chapter 4 - Little Girl!

Previously - Chapter 3 - WHY??

Now if I could speak to the younger me and tell this little girl the ugly truth I would but the reality is, she probably wont understand...

“I can relate
relate to the reddish anger in your Big Brown Beautiful eyes that stir into mine and make me smile.

I can relate to all your emotional break downs that breaks me down with you

I can relate to all your secrets that stay here and only here (in my heart) so...
I can relate to your heartbeat

Relate to your heartbreak

And I will relate if your heart heals

I can even relate to those tear drops that rolls out of your eyes on to your cheeks onto my skin.

I can relate to your happy hyper ways!!
Love it or Hate it but in this cast…

I love it

I can relate

Relate to the destroyed girl inside

That eats away enabling me and you to make a change.

And…

I can relate to you attempting to destroy the dying girl deep with in

Relate to that rebellious teen that's hating on life…

Even relate to you not having a choice but to live in this mad world we call home.

I can go on forever but let me say this

Remember your smile little girl

Remember who you are little girl.

And I'm here and not going nowhere little girl and If you ever feel as if I am leaving just look… Look really hard inside and I'm there with every heartbeat that beats for me coz only I will love you always to the fullest and that’s just the ugly truth...
No one will love you like I do”

…but it is what it is and the reality is little girls... please just fall in love with yourself first.

Thank You

Theresa.

x