Previously - Chapter 5 - ADAM AND EVE
So after a
while I realise the darkness has a way of taking control as I sit in silence
while it screams the horrible painful truth at me the horrible painful truth of
my past that I quickly shut down because I know THIS IS MY LIFE I've been
put to live having no choice but to live it.
I have...
No holds to
love
No hands to
hold
No sympathy
to hand out
Nobody to
sympathize with me.
So I sit and
think, trying to destroy this girl I've become
So cold and
bitterly over time and I am suffering
Because it's the words you didn't say that cut me so deeply.
And the
things you didn't do that hurt me so much.
And its the
decisions that you made that slaughtered me so completely.
It was your
love that I got caught up in.
But it was
your love along that was wrong - for me...
So I say
It is what
it is
As I fight
to destroy this girl I've become
Having no
control where I'm trapped and I can't escape out of this hole in my heart
That you have paste with your love.
And it tears
me apart as I suffer blinded by your foolish games
So
Now
I show no attention
I show no emotion
And
I show no love
Because
loving you was so cold and bitter, I became cold and bitter.
But this is
my life and it is what it is so let me just get back to my REALITY!
Thank You
Theresa.
x