Previously -
Chapter 7
I love perfection
coz perfection leads to satisfaction and when I get that satisfaction along
come addiction and hopefully no rejection yes I tell him no rejection coz
this addiction I've got for him is like him playing playstation…
But to be honest I've got
an irritation… An irritation
coz your concentration on breaking my heart is really serious...
I know that you
know you’re my medication to calm this addiction that will not lead to
obsession coz than their predictions will seem real leading me to take action and that's just a stabbing injection to my heart causing me to break out with an infection called
I HATE LOVE which will never go away…
I am being over the top
Over the top
- emotions?
Confusion?
Depression?
Or does it look
like I am seeking attention?
But the truth is
I am just me searching for a little affection but hey affection comes attention.
And
approaching you about the situation just gets my knees knocking together
feeling like I’m about to do presentation…
Knowing us
two this situation will just turn into a confrontation that I really don’t need
to make me feel like I'm in more of a detention and we both know it will just
lead to isolation…
I'm the
villain and you are the victim but only your imagination…
Get the
facts right and stop with the all the silly assumptions and ask the right questions
for the right answers…
OK let’s just look at this relation-ship and compare it to the conventions of love.
There is all
that foundation stuff that we clearly did not have
There is all
that passion-nate stuff that only came with the late night loving
There is all
that celebration stuff that shows we have last… Fiction
There is no
commitment here so my decision is the find the conclusion to this game we call
love that might never end…
But then
after my reflection I go back to the start of wanting perfection and satisfaction
follow by Addiction then rejection and back to the start.
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Thank You
Thank You
Theresa.
x
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